Second Post of the Day
Are you wondering why, despite the blog's title, there isn't much about real horses currently being written here?
Well, it's because I am still struggling to go to the barn. It no longer feels the same - one of my happiest places on earth now feels empty and sad. No one nickers and comes running to see me, no one is there who likes to tag along and follow me. Abby had a very big personality and presence, and without her, the place is so still and quiet. All I feel is Abby's loss when I am there.
While I am so thankful she and Two Socks have been buried on the property and that I can visit her grave, it's a long walk across uneven ground to get to it. That walk has become a physical struggle for me.
Even worse, I have to walk past the tree where she died and see that splintered, broken, and burned wood. It brings back the terrible shock of finding her and knowing that she was gone.
I'm sorry but I just can't do it right now and my blog is reflecting that.
I miss my sweet girl so much.
