(A continuation of yesterday's post looking back on the activities of 2019.)
July, 2019
Just before I went to BreyerFest, I traveled to Indianapolis and had the mass on my pancreas biopsied. The results were mixed - what they thought I had was a precancerous Mucinous Cystic Neoplasm with elevated cancer markers. An appointment with a surgeon was immediately scheduled for me (I've learned that doctors act quickly when the pancreas is involved!) but the medical team was willing to make that appointment for after I returned from BreyerFest.
BreyerFest is the biggest hobby gathering of all. I heard that 30,000 were in attendance this year!
With my appointment with the surgical team in Indianapolis on our minds, Craig and I traveled to BreyerFest.
I stopped by the Artisans Hall Thursday evening but mostly just walked around, talking to hobby friends and simply looking. My mind was more than a bit preoccupied.
Friday I braved the crowd in the 3:00 tent ticket line. While I ended up close to where the line began, I did not get Banner, the one model I had really wanted. Liz Cory told me later that she had spoken to some of Breyer's employees about the seemingly shortage of models and had been told that Breyer had left a whole pallet back in New Jersey by mistake and was overnighting them to the park for Saturday. What a shame!
Since Saturday was Music City Son Cole's birthday, I only did the one day at BreyerFest.
Craig and I drove down to Nashville early Saturday morning so that we could celebrate his birthday with him. I was seventy pounds lighter since he'd last seen me.
I'd brought some crafts to do with Pony Pals Kate and Julie. One was making boxes to keep their treasures in.
Kate always had this Appaloosa model horse with her throughout our visit. That made me smile and lifted my spirits a bit.
Monday we headed back home to Indiana only to unpack, grab some sleep, and then hop into the car and drive to Indiana University Hospital in Indianapolis so that I could meet with my surgeon and the team responsible for getting me through the surgery and whatever was found.
We were there for eight hours and I left feeling very overwhelmed. Cancer protocols and a lot of "what ifs" had been discussed, and surgery was scheduled for July 31. I had a whole regimen of nutrition, meds, exercise, and other things to do to prepare as I was told it would be a tough surgery. (It was.) And home I went to prepare and wait.
My friend Heather McCurdy, knowing I had wanted a Banner, contacted me and sold me hers at far under what it was selling for on eBay and MH$P. I named the model "Heather's Generosity" in her honor and it was a very bright spot in my life as I began wading through the preparation for surgery.
August, 2019
It might have been my birthday month, but August was a rough month for me. To my dismay, my pancreatic surgery had to be postponed for two weeks because I got sick. So, I became a hermit and stayed away from people. No church, no shopping, no going to the library, although I could go out to the barn and see Abby.
August 15 I finally went into surgery. Half my pancreas, my spleen, and eight lymph nodes were removed along with a tumor the size of a baseball. Thankfully, there was no cancer.
I had to be in the hospital six days to recover from the ordeal, had tubes everywhere, and was a mass of bruises.
My blood sugar began swinging wildly and I was having sticks in my fingers every two hours and insulin shots several times a day. The surgeon was right - it was a tough surgery.
One day after I returned home, Craig drove me out to the barn to visit my girl. I was very weak and only stayed a few minutes, but seeing her again brought some much needed normalcy back into my life.
(At this point I had lost 80 pounds! No doubt that weight loss was helpful going into surgery - I cannot imagine going through that at 80 pounds heavier.)
September, 2019
September was a very horsey month despite my recent surgery and recovery. One of my biggest worries when I discovered that I needed to have surgery was that I was holding a live show with Allison Pareis on September 14.
She was fantastic and told me not to worry - that she could handle the load. We had a lot of help from Nancy Kelly, Liz Cory, Tara Oliver, Cristine Holt, and Stan Sollars, and The FAMulous Collectibility Show went very well.
Allison, who loves Family Arabian Mares, and a cool nightlight that she brought to the show.
In September, I was feeling stronger and able to spend more time with Abby - no longer did I need Craig to drive me there and back!
September 28, Nancy Falzone was holding a get together at her home for long time collectors. She had asked me to write her history within the hobby, and then expanded it to include others whose roots go way back to our hobby's earliest times.
Liz Cory who was also attending invited me to spend the night at her home instead of getting a motel. I loved seeing her collection and some unusual items that she has like this carousel that belonged to Stu and Arlene Bentley.
Nancy and me.
Nancy's gathering was well attended and lots of fun. We had people from seven states and Canada in attendance! I was pleased that, despite the long drive there and back, and the long day chatting with hobbyists and taking tons of notes, I was feeling more like myself.
October, 2019
GLC shows are always fun, whether my models do really well or not. October's show was plastic collectibility which is my favorite show of the year.
I also showed in the china division where Windsong Sherif did well.
I also won the theme class where you could show up to eight models under any theme you wanted. Naturally, I chose circus ponies!
Horse Buddy Trinity, our oldest granddaughter, flew out from Colorado and spent her fall break with us. She fell in love with Hokey, and he returned that affection.
The end of October brought us a new family member, black Lab Pepper!
A Seeing Eye Guide Dog, she developed Addison's Disease and had to be retired. My friend Kathy Nimmer, who was friends with the woman who was guided by Pepper, recommended us as a retirement home and to our joy, we were accepted.
November, 2019
Pepper is a highly trained and very intelligent dog, but there were a few things she needed to learn about living with us.
Like how to watch her tail when she was with me in my office! There was no damage, and she figured out right away that that should not happen. We've not had one more tail accident since.
Abby is a varnish roan and so her color varies from season to season. This year she was so frosty!
Tim traveled to visit family in November, leaving me in charge of the herd. Without much warning, four inches of snow fell, the temperatures dropped into single digits, and the trough froze over so hard that I could not break the ice.
Tim's son came out, broke it up, and placed the water heater into the trough. Problem solved.
I finished sewing Cowpoke Susie's quiet book just in time for Thanksgiving.
Ian, Cowpoke Susie, Pony Pals Julie and Mila (with unicorn), and Lukie chow down at Grammy's Thanksgiving chuck wagon.
December, 2019
The last month of 2019 had some wonderful moments and one that was very difficult.
I enjoyed putting out some horsey holiday decor.
We went to Florida and had an early Christmas with Beach Boy Kyle's family.
We had an early Christmas with Music City Son's family, too.
I recycled some old show ribbons for the annual family gingerbread house making competition.
A Breyer TSC special run Stella was under the tree for me
as was a set of three photos of the Pryor Mountain Mustangs taken by Denver Daughter Sarah.
But December, 2019 brought the most painful moment of the year for me, something that was even harder for me than my pancreatic surgery.
My dearest friend, Pam, someone I'd known and loved for thirty five years, passed away on December 26 after a ten year battle with breast cancer. Her funeral was this past Tuesday, December 31. While it wasn't the way I wanted to wrap up the year, I still treasure her friendship and her memory, take a couple of deep breaths and wipe away my tears, and move forward.
Here's to a good 2020, for me and to all of you that read this blog.